Have you missed old times with some friends that you probably haven't met for a very long time? I'm blogging this with a heavy heart. It feels so odd, to have watched those good friends grow up.
From being little kids who pushed each other into the pool, who got chased by security guards. To sitting beside a lake to drink coconut juice with ants inside (unknowingly). Oh, and not to mention all the cycling expeditions that we think we are having some ghostly adventure on our way to redhouse. Floating in the lazy pool at www, thinking, this is life, with my bestest friends, staring at the sky, you feel that nothing is going to break this bond and that we will never lose this moment.
How odd, right now we don't do all this. Instead, we are caught up in our school/work, we have no time. We meet each other at unearthly hours, in a place without lights, with booming loud music. Toasting each other cups after cups, jugs after jugs of junk to get wasted.
We used to sit at this playground nearby my house. How weird. We'd lie there to watch stars. Right smack in the playground. Well it was late, so there aint anyone to stop us. Everything felt so right. Like time has stopped. How I long to feel those moments again...
How I miss those times whereby everything just went forward like a movie. Right now, they all smoke, so it felt like a drama with commercials. Everytime I have to wait for them to finish smoking, I would think about how it was like, before they started. How beautiful life is...
Sometimes I blame her. But I know it's not totally her fault that everyone smoked. It's their personal choice. How I miss the old Foursome, and all the things we did. Now the boys are going NS.
We used to lie down on rocks or sand and wonder what is it like for Fin and Pear to go NS. It felt so distant coz it's many years away. Right now, its a few months away and I begin to feel the loneliness it can bring. Is this adulthood?
I wish I don't have to grow up.
It was so beautiful when we were young.
Right now? I don't know what it is anymore.
But one thing I know, I love my Foursome and i'll cherish them as much as it lasts.
From being little kids who pushed each other into the pool, who got chased by security guards. To sitting beside a lake to drink coconut juice with ants inside (unknowingly). Oh, and not to mention all the cycling expeditions that we think we are having some ghostly adventure on our way to redhouse. Floating in the lazy pool at www, thinking, this is life, with my bestest friends, staring at the sky, you feel that nothing is going to break this bond and that we will never lose this moment.
How odd, right now we don't do all this. Instead, we are caught up in our school/work, we have no time. We meet each other at unearthly hours, in a place without lights, with booming loud music. Toasting each other cups after cups, jugs after jugs of junk to get wasted.
We used to sit at this playground nearby my house. How weird. We'd lie there to watch stars. Right smack in the playground. Well it was late, so there aint anyone to stop us. Everything felt so right. Like time has stopped. How I long to feel those moments again...
How I miss those times whereby everything just went forward like a movie. Right now, they all smoke, so it felt like a drama with commercials. Everytime I have to wait for them to finish smoking, I would think about how it was like, before they started. How beautiful life is...
Sometimes I blame her. But I know it's not totally her fault that everyone smoked. It's their personal choice. How I miss the old Foursome, and all the things we did. Now the boys are going NS.
We used to lie down on rocks or sand and wonder what is it like for Fin and Pear to go NS. It felt so distant coz it's many years away. Right now, its a few months away and I begin to feel the loneliness it can bring. Is this adulthood?
I wish I don't have to grow up.
It was so beautiful when we were young.
Right now? I don't know what it is anymore.
But one thing I know, I love my Foursome and i'll cherish them as much as it lasts.
